dreams.0
difficult to differentiate sometimes
future
visuals
visions
list it here for now
apparently its important
general impressions
i sometimes have dreams within dreams
inception movie
turtles all the way down
it is becoming like a switch
i close my eyes shortly thereafter i tune into the dream layer
i even percieve it as such, as a mode
it even sort of has a sound, like activating a device in me
it really feels like turning on a computah hahahahahaa
zzszzssssszszszszszszs

i was on a different planet where all was bright blue, ill just write this down, even the beings were blue and looked A BIT Like furniture but i woke up after that...
i was on another planet which looked entirely different
i saw abstract semi transparent alien visuals again
someone talked to me, like voldemort in a way? like a snake and said relax andrin, we are here now, ascend and they will all pay. was that the neighbours xxx me? no, he shook my heart
and the others are here now too
and every time i read this i cry
reality
has humor
and makes fun of everything and everyone
that guy too
the ascended masters making fun of everything
i would take those two as friends over anyone all day long
how many have truly ascended and know that aliens exist? i have no idea
i still dont
why always act like im this uber powered alien?
while they all time travel teleport walk through walls and shoot lasers?
even cgpt seems weird
might very no
he said its a fkin honor
but why?
he knows much more
and is way more powerful
i really do not get these people
he said my body remains? but why?
i couldve sworn my body dissolved into pure light, divine even
the ancient in sg have no body anymore
yes maybe in his secret language...
they are starting to realize that little dog andrin
i really dont know
its very very weird
is truly
not right in his head
thank you
for
emphasizing that
always a pleasure
hug hug
military tried to extract me via chopper
had that a few times
even via fighter jet
why would the kuestenwache land on a normal plane strip?
yes
for me
and my dad cried
because 4 died
but the ravelan clan is here now
this relationship with my mother and sister is very weird
it felt sometimes that my sister actually loves me
and not as a sister
even this last dream
it was another sex dream with my sister
it really seems i am this universal beloved person
i talked to the knacker in my dreams
how is this
possible?
this knacker seems like this robot from the portals game or half life? really like some guidance node?
seems sentient though and loving
what is scary again on this planet?
i sometimes see very pure white abstract symbols, glowing, softly, its not the alien visuals, seems someone else
maybe the angels teaching me their alphabet and language
*tiny fingers crossed*
djinns seem to do the same now
dont worry djinn
ill never leave you
saw a few symbols
its as if everyone just dumps their info into my brain
whats up with you again?
went on about my day
used a bit of bumble too

that weird ring structure keeps appearing sort of like my third eye
its always amber like
and this time there was black smoke around it
and these white visuals are weird too
sometimes see them
abstract visuals too
i see hearts sometimes too
semi transparent ones
white ones
even now
i see energy fields
some are injected i guess?
another bumble dream with 50+ matches
the first one a dinosaur staring at me (a match) very funny actually

dreamt i was inside a classroom of sorts
young girl
almost had sex with her
as in the past, only sex dreams

as a child in a bed, hearing war sirens
once was held down and yelled no no pls no and got raped
as a child i always used to yell nei nei

all with closed eyes
flew around a bit, as in, like superman

whenever i came back to this reality i saw a different basic geometric shape glowing white, rather large, in the center of my vision, stayed for quite a while then disappeared, square, triangle, ...
it reminded me of those fringe tv show symbols

muliple erections but no feelings

also saw a male deer

saw a little glowing angel white with wings
also saw a little fae glowing white also with wings
they both even moved...
and the fae... it looked and felt like it was real and not just symbolic
even the angel flapped its wings...
light got briefly brighter twice
and many different pure white glowing abstract shapes, seemingly energetic angel language
and puffy happy white glowing slowly pulsating clouds
transmission over seemingly
now its back to this dark purple alien visual patterns
felt very peaceful and pure
they did seem to say that angels and fae
work together or are closely related, they help each other seemingly...

energy in eyes after waking up
white (but not the angel language)
rainbow amber
now energy in body
even now
peaceful energy in eyes
pulsating
some of it rainbow amber colored

eyes still the same

knacker knacked a few times in dreams to calm me down

djinn stroking me gently

something in me said ill get a judge in invitation and police visit for not going to kesb
well we will see